2023.09.04. Mon
Don't foget the first..
Today is a mentally hard day.
I think i rested enough in this morning, but i cannot feel rested.
why? why so hard today?
i think that deeply
because i'm so nervous now, family matters, human relationship, money, work of company, how making girl friend, how should i prepared my busking performance... and so on...
and i think deeply again.
what is the solution?
The solutions is simple.
1. "Just back to the begining mind"
2. "go to the gym"
3. "Don't think so many, just do something hard continuely"
i have been so lazy and i don't see myself lately.
now, i will be back.
begining mind!
this time is 23:13. and i make a plan for tomorrow.
and next morning, when i wake up, i read this plan and repeat in my brain.
and just do these things.
I don't make useless things again that make me hard, weaker, lazy.
By continuously do and focusing on what i planned.
Refining)
"Today has been mentally challenging.
I thought I had rested enough this morning, but I still don't feel refreshed.
Why is today so hard?
I pondered this deeply.
Right now, I'm filled with anxiety. About family issues, interpersonal relationships, money matters, work responsibilities(a sense of responsibility for the company's work), figuring out how to get a girlfriend, preparing for my busking performance... the list goes on...
And then I reflected myself once more.
"What's the solution?"
The solutions are simple:
"Return to the original mindset ( or first )"
"Go to the gym"
"Don't overthink things and just keep working hard"
Lately, I've been quite lazy and have lost sight of myself.
But now it's time for me to bounce back.
Back to the beginning!
It's currently 23:13 and I'll make plans for tomorrow.
When I wake up in the morning, I'll read these plans and repeat them in my mind,
and then just execute them.
I won't engage in useless thoughts that make me hard or cause me to be weaker or lazier anymore.
By persistently doing what I planned and focusing on those tasks."
In Korea)
"오늘은 정신적으로 힘든 날이었다.
아침에 충분히 쉬었다고 생각했는데, 여전히 피로가 가시지 않는다.
왜 오늘은 이렇게 힘든 걸까?
그것에 대해 깊이 생각해보았다.
지금 나는 너무 불안하다. 가족 문제, 인간관계, 돈, 회사 일, 여자 친구를 어떻게 사귀어야 하는지, 버스킹 공연을 어떻게 준비해야 하는지 등등...
그리고 다시 깊이 생각했다. 해결책은 무엇일까?
해결책은 간단하다.
"맨 처음 마음으로 돌아가자"
"운동장에 가자"
"너무 많은 것을 생각하지 말고 계속해서 열심히 일하자"
나는 최근에 너무 게으르게 지내 왔고, 자신을 잃어버렸다.
하지만 이제 다시 일어설 시간이다.
처음의 마음으로!
현재 시간은 23:13이다. 그리고 내일을 위한 계획을 세웠다.
그리고 다음 아침에 일어나면 이 계획을 읽고 머릿속에서 반복한다.
그리고 그것들만 수행한다.
나는 더 이상 나를 힘들게,약하게,나태하게 만드는 쓸모 없는 것들을 만들지 않겠다.
계속해서 하며 내가 계획한 것에 집중함으로써."